Oh my gawwwd, I could not believe it. I can't believe how exaggerated that teacher is, and how it can be possible for 1 exam to cost so much. I'm just fucking glad it doesn't appear in my transcript...
-sigh- I got a D on APUSH. Just taking 1 exam on October dropped my A [96%] to that [68%]. It was pretty unbelievable. And on Thursday we took the Unit 2 Exam, I gave it all I got... and I'm trying to get better scores on the Quizzes she gives us so it can at least raise it to a B, a B because a C is an F, in A.P. In APEL, oh gawd, I don't even want to know... I hate school right now. The only thing keeping me from going insane is the fact that Thanksgiving Break is coming up, and I have a field-trip to UCLA on Monday.
On other stuff...uh, OH! There's a malestrom all over Los Angeles right now. Fucking crazy. It's at Malibu and Anaheim Hills. I could smell it all the way into S. Los Angeles. There were even small cinders raining down, pretty dangerous. I hope to the Gods that it doesn't get near our small city...
There's been many things bugging me, but the one that just doesn't let me rest is the fact that my future is ultra vague. There's this one classmate that I have for Physiology and she is just a prodigy, I swear. I got a look-see at her transcript and was astounded. Pure A's and 3 B's. She's a senior and a type of student I've been dreaming to be, or trying to. In ALL of them, A, A, A, A, A... I don't know how she manages it, but it's got me down. She's #2 in all of the Seniors, a rank I dream of being in...  It just get's me down, I've been fucking up so much...
...I need to lighten up.
Oh well.
here a doodle:


I kiiinda like it, but then I've been drawing the same thing over and over again, I'm getting tired of drawing standing stuff, I'll try my hand later on some dynamic stuff, or a sad sad attempt at it.
I wanna watercolor something awesome...